Dodgeball

Okay so now that I cannot play soccer anymore I have come up with a new sport in my life that I love so much......DODGEBALL....hahah it is so much fun...I am playing on two teams...One team on Monday's (Stylin) and the other team is on Thursdays(Willabies)...For me it is just so much fun and whether I win or lose I still have fun and cannot stop laughing....One reason is because I know that I am not the best player but I try. Actually I was informed by one of my teammates that I throw like a girl, thanks Haulee!!!! But I am still protecting my knee so I just play whatever way that I can and not hurt myself!!! But I love it so much it is so much fun...
Well that is all that I have to say right now....hahahha

Tag...I'm it....

Here are the rules:

1. Go to your pictures.

2. Upload the 4th picture from the 4th folder

3. Post (explain?)

4. Tag your friends

This is going to be scary because I am not on my laptop that has all of my own pictures.....So lets see what I come up with hahah...

hahah.....Well lets see, that is me in the white with the lovely yellow brace on my knee....I was playing in a game against Barton I think. Looks like I totally schooled this girl, but what is new...hahah jk...but That is pretty much it.....

I tag,

Amber and Heather.

My bulldog

So my mom got this dog in like March...He is a monster...He chews on everything...I just thought I would share a picture of him. I wish I could get a recent one he is much bigger and his underbite has gotten worse..hahah....His name is Tucker...

5 Fears
1. Death
2. Being alone
3. Letting the people that I love down
4. The dark
5. Edward Scissorhands.......One of the main reasons I will not be alone in the dark...I can just imagine him chasing me to cut me....it gives me the chills just thinking about it...

5 Joys
1. My friends
2. Being around all my family and doing things with them.
3. Snowmobiling/boating those kind of things
4. Playing soccer.
5. Traveling and seeing the world especially Brasil

5 obsessions/collections
1. Oh man I think music is a big obsession I have always had
2. watching movies....I love them
3. I have decided I want to start collecting money from everywhere that I go. That is other countries!
4. Taking pictures...I have to take pictures with everything because maybe one day I will have Alzheimer's and not remember a thing
5. I am starting to think I am getting an obsession with tattoos..

5 surprising facts about you
1. I hate getting in trouble...I know that is stupid but serious I worry way to much!!!
2. I do absolutely nothing with my life right now.
3. hahaha I can fix pretty much anything....does not matter if it needs glue, touch up, sewing, hahah I can do it all.
4. I am really really really afraid of the dark....
5. I might be moving to Florida to go play soccer again with one of my friends...

wisdom teeth

Only one word for this topic....OVERRATED.....I was complained about the teeth coming in but if I knew the pain I would have getting them out I would not mind chewing on my cheek every once in awhile. On top of the I get this lovely cold. I am on antibiotics I am not suppose to get sick. Anyways I get sick and feel like crap. Today is hte first day I have made it to school the WHOLE day and I have this lovely yellow bruise on the side of my face. Totally attractive might I add. Then I cough cough and cough. Really do I have this bad of luck???

KNEES

So I have finally decided to write about something that is seriously bothering me. For those who know me they know that I went o Nebraska to play college soccer. Well my first year ended out marvelous. Holding 2 school records, MVP, and being a national ranked player my first year. Things were going perfect for me until I came home for spring break and decided to play indoor soccer. There were 3 minutes left in the game and I tried to school this boy. Well in return it was me that suffered a huge blow. I tore my ACL, that is the ligament on the inside of your knee that pretty much is the most important ligament and keeps your knee from giving out. Well I ended up having surgery in April for it so that I could play during the next soccer season. This is a lovely picture how that ended up.

Well I came back to play with this lovely little brace that I called bumble bee. hahah transformers just came out. Here is the lovely picture of that. I had to keep spraying it with teflon spray because it was squeaking. hahah

So I played that year and it was going pretty good. Did not do as good as I did my first year but I was fine with it because I really was not suppose to be playing as soon as I did. So I went throughout the season without major knee problems. I then had to figure out where I was going to go next. I was talking with several different coaches but in February I went down to Canyon, Texas to try out for West Texas A&M. That place was not very pretty hahah...But while trying out I felt that same pop. I was freaking out and not very happy. I thought that I tore my acl again. My knee swelled up.

I was so upset because I came back home and got an MRI and the worst thing that could of happened showed up on the results. The said that I had re-torn my acl. I went all summer long without going to the doctors because I wanted to go to Brasil so I was not worried much about going to the doctor real soon. Well I have been sitting out of everything because without an ACL you cannot do much. I finally went to the doctor a couple of weeks ago and he told me something that lifted my spirits. He does not believe that I tore it. He told me that everything on the MRI says i should have torn it but he feels stability and can see a few striations of my acl on the MRI. So he told me to exercise and come back in a month. This is such great news because I am dying to play again. If everything goes well I think I am going to get out of this state again and go play. It is the one thing that makes me happy and I am not too bad at it. I am working on going to play with one of my friends from Brasil who is still playing at my old school. I am still confused and a little upset about this knee issue because I have sat out of a lot of things because I believed it was torn, but I guess God has his ways of teaching us all. I cannot wait to play again.

Weekends..

So this past weekend made me think a lot. As I had nothing to do on Saturaday I went to the movies with my mom. Thats right with my mom. As we passed the millions of young teenagers all paired up with their dates I am walking in with my mom and I was not ashamed at all. I love my mom and It was so much fun. She is one of the funniest ladies that I have ever met, and I don't mind that all I do is stay home every day, every weekend to spend time with her and the rest of my family. Because I know soon once everyone else gets married they are all that I have.....

life......

I am having a lot of thoughts lately, and it is starting to drive me nuts. Why does everything have to be so complicated? I spent pretty much two years of my life away from home and I loved it. You would think that moving back home would be even better since I am with my family, but it is not perfect. I miss the people I went to school with. My brasilian friends, the boys from Ecuador, and everyone else I have met. Life is crazy I feel like all of that came and left so quickly. Its like that Kenny Chesney song "Don't Blink". It is so crazy how it is so true. Life is going so quick and there is nothing that can be done. I am 20 years old and I still feel like I am younger. Everyone is getting married, but I am still wanting to travel and have fun with my life. I am no where close to settling down, and I am definitely not looking forward to it. I went to Brasil during the summer and I cannot wait to go back. I miss the people that I met there so much. When I went there they acted as though they have known me for my whole life. I love it. I just wish America was the same. Instead of living our own lives to the fullest we are too worried about what we look like, what people think about us, and what is going to come in the future.
Now that I am back there is nothing to do and no one to do anything with. I just wish things were more like Brasil. I just Americans can get over their insecurities and just live and have fun. Well that is enough of my rambling for now........

CLASS SCHEDULE

So I have officially decided my schedule sucks...to much time between classes, and I just live way to far away...But this is how my schedule is ( mostly this is for Amber heheh) Monday: intro to athletic training 12:00-12:50; Tuesday: Eval and care of lower extremities 7:00AM-8:20AM(do not know what the hell I was thinking) and Intro to fiction 11:30-12:45; Wednesday: intro to athletic training 12:00-12:50 and Intro to Film 4:30-7:30; Then thursday: Eval and care of lower extremities 7:00AM-8:20AM(do not know what the hell I was thinking) and Intro to fiction 11:30-12:45.

First Week of school

Okay. There went my first week of school. Lucky me I have an easy schedule. All I can say is that my intro to Fiction class drives me nuts. One because I don't read and two because when I finally read and do the assignment that we are suppose to talk about in class everyone totally goes off the subject and talks about movies. Hellooooooooooo go to intro to film......I was totally lost we went from talking about books to why movies are good. So what did I do...I sat in my stupid ass desk that was uncomfortable and ate my smarties. I have no idea what went on, but it is still pretty interesting. Oh well I guess I am just a structured kind of person. Also, I am a dumb ass. I have class Tuesday and Thursday at 7 AM!!!!! and I live like 30 minutes away....I do not know how I am going to make it but well I am going to give it a try.....

So my other classes are pretty much easy, and I really need to watch Pocahontas for my history class.....I do not have it....That could be a problem, but I think I will be fine...

Well after a successful week of school now comes the weekend....BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH...yea I know everyone gets exciting for that part, but not me....What are my plans....well pretty much nothing....oh wait...there is a Brazilian festival Saturday...I might go to that...but really do not have anyone to go with....Blasted friends and decided to get married...What is that honestly...jk...well hope they are all happy....

Starting out new again.....

So you would think after two years of college at a smaller school that I would have everything figured out? Well that is totally wrong. My first two days of school have many thoughts going into my head. Why are all of us here? Who decided that we must take certaing classes for a certain degree. Also I think that it is stupid I graduate with an associates degree and I am still behind in school because I have other classes that are required for an associates. This is bull. I work my ass of and I still have to work my ass off. There are so many levels of the same class..Why do people get to decide if my class that I took is good enough??? This is just nonsense and makes me angry..but oh well what can I do???? NOTHING thats what just show up to school everyday taking my planned out 3 year plan.

Well also I am still getting use to this blogging stuff so give me some time and I will continue to add...