Stress building???

Okay so when everyone told me that accelerating in the Athletic Training program is hell I always would say yea right it can't be that hard....now...I am saying to myself "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING????" Seriously gosh I swear I don't have a life anymore. It is either in class, at clinicals, taking tests, in the library which for the first time in my life I actually have become attached to it seems like, or doing homework...It is crazy..I have about a week left for this semester and still have over 10 tests...seriously this is crazy...But I have surprisingly stayed calm and positive and I think this is really helping me through it all. I just cannot wait for a break. I miss the days of relaxing and being lazy. I actually miss the days of being a little kid not having a care in the world. Where did those days go???

Just another summer vacation

So a couple of weekends ago another one of my Brasilian friends, Lorena, came to visit me. Well what did we decide to do..LASSSSSSSSSSS VEGASSSSSSSSSS...wow and was it fun we just went and enjoyed ourselves so much...Its nice to just get away and not worry about a thing and just enjoy with one of your good friends. Here are a few pictures of here visit.
HERE IS MY NEW SHIRT SHE GAVE ME...I LOVED IT....

JUST CHILLEN BY THE POOL....

JUST DRINKIN A LIL MIAMI VICE....

MMMMMMMMMM HERE YOU GO AUNT LISA AND MOM hahhahahah

SUMMER OF '69 AT FREMONT STREET...

After Vegas we left the day after we came home and went to Scottsbluff...Yes that lovely little town where I spent two years of my life and I can't stay away from this place...I took Lorena there so she could work and to visit a few of the old friends which is always good to see...Judy, my favorite teacher and soccer mom her daughter Aryssa just had a baby boy so I went to go visit the new baby of the family...It was also good to see Gianno another brasilian that I went to school with that is like my grandpa they are all going to come here in august for the fair and we will all go to vegas again...I CANNOT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTT...........

oh and does anyone else think that summer is going by WAY TOO FAST....i think so...

My weekend

Well lets just say I had a really good weekend...Even though Friday I did not do anything Saturday sure did make up for it..I got a text from my lovely cousin lacie asking me if I wanted to go to the demolition derby with her and the rest of my cousins so of course I said yes. I went and hurry and bought my ticket and then came back and got ready...We then made our way to a few stores to buy our stock for the night..The night started at 530 with a lovely drink of bananas as we made our way to the derby we moved onto mango...and lets say I had a lot of fun that night...hahaha between laughing and running into a few people from highschool it was a great night I am so happy i finally got out to do something..I don't remember much of the derby itself but i do remember cutting my toe open trying to win a 5 dollar bet....which i lost horribly and suffered getting all of the skin taken off my big toe....Yes it is still tender...and because i was complaining i ended up getting my shin kicked by lacie thank you very much...:P well 2 bottles of rum down and half a bottle of 99 bananas it was finally a night...When I finally got to go home i realized I accidentally locked myself out of my room...hahahah well since i do not have a way to open it I must climb through my window...well i was not in the best condition so my cute mom helped me and got up the ladder and climbed through my window for me at 1am what a champ hahaha....Well the next day i took my time to recuperate and relax....

WHAT A WEEKEND
THANKS EVERYONE :D

Well just a little bored

So I have been working at my dads shop...I have no problem with it, but once I have finished all the work which I usually do quickly I just sit here so I decided to write on my blog...I found something and decided I would fill it out =D...

1. Who was your FIRST prom date? I didn't go to prom...hahahha...was never into those things..
2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love? well....I don't think I can answer this one...
3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? hahhahah like I can remember this one...do you count a sip of a drink or a full out drink...hmmm..
4. What was your FIRST job? well ya see...my first job so something I got paid so I would say that it was when I was the Anatomy and Physiology tutor at WNCC..hahah got paid 6.75 an hour hahaha...
5. What was your FIRST car? my little cavalier smurfy =D
6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today? hmmm i don't remember...
7. Who the FIRST person you thought of this morning? um...probably my dad cause he called me...
8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Mrs. Sharp..
9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? To California
10. Who was your FIRST best friend and do you still talk? oh wow...hmmm..shit i dunno hahhah probably my mom..cute huh..hhaha
11. Where was your FIRST sleepover? Nikki Hufstetler I think...actually that is if it is friend..probably the first was my grandmas..
12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today? My dad =D
13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time? I have never been in one..just been to them
14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? looked at my phone and said shit...
15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to? wow i am not sure probably one up at Weber State with my cousins that my grandma got us into for free, a country singer i don't remember his name.
16. FIRST tattoo? flowers on my foot.
17. FIRST piercing? Ears
18. FIRST foreign country you've been to? BRASILLLLLLLLLL
19. FIRST movie you remember seeing? That I remember? Probably 101 Dalmations hahaha its the only one popping in my head...
20. When was your FIRST detention? Never I was a nerd...
21. What was the FIRST state you lived in? Oh just Utah
22. Who was your FIRST roommate? Amanda Jane Arrant at WNCC...hahahhah good ole times hahahha..
23. If you had one wish, what would it be? To live a life a pure happiness!!!
24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance? Ball room dancing hahahhaha
25. Who do you think will be the next person to post this? oh probably no one hahahha I can't believe I did it...

Dedicated to cousin Lacie

So my dear cousin Lacie has been getting on me to UPDATE my blog...so here I am updating it just for her..We had a family BBQ/Cancun day because our parents trip to Cancun was canceled due to the swine flu crap..So we all got to go to Cancun at my aunts house..We decorated it had our food, flowers, and our beverages. The night started early...hahahah and it ended really late...or should i say early the next morning...Here are just a few pictures of the nice....

this was the beginning of the night..

me and cousin lacie

me and my dear mother....

the family..well some of them...and cute little jayce..

What is in a lifetime?

Seconds turn into minutes-minutes turn into hours- hours turn into days- days turn into weeks-weeks turn into months-months turn into years......Life never slows down for anyone no matter how much we wish or pray for this to happen...We cannot let ourselves fall behind and we must get up when we are at our lowest point...For the people we have known may not always be there and the people that we love may hurt us like never expected....We must continue to get up and brush ourselves off and face the new task for the day.. Life is too short to stay unhappy for every minute we are unhappy is a minute of lost time that we will never get back....These are the times of our lives to try and enjoy everything and not let things bring us down...Life is too short to stay unhappy….We are who we are and if people cannot accept it then it is their fault...We cannot change who we are or else it will not be us...Adaptation is something that is a part of who we are as human beings....For which we adapt for every environment that we are in....We live our lives as chameleons and have the personality to change daily...Each day brings on a new challenge in which we must fight head on. In the end we might be standing there alone or most of us will be standing there with the support of family and friends that no matter what will never leave us….We learn as we go of course we all make mistakes but that is why no one is perfect…People may think we change but maybe they have created this image that they believe to be true….We will never know the mysteries of life and why we act the way we do, but why think of this? Why think so much? Thinking too much can lead to worrying and can lead to a life of unhappiness….Life is something too precious that we only get once in a lifetime….We must cherish this because it is our one time to make a dent in history…Each of us may not make it in a book, but we are able to do more than just be in a book….We can do something amazing that will never leave the minds and hearts of people….For people will remember long after we are gone and miss us terribly for the kind of person we were and the things that we did…We all have the opportunity to become legends and heroes…There are people that enter our lives everyday..Some stay longer than others and some have more significant than others…But we cannot be obsessed about how many of these people enter because it just happens….Everything happens for a reason even though we might not know what the reason is at that moment we will find out…We must open our world up to see the things that might not be noticeable on the outside…By opening our mind and our world we might be able to see the greatest things on earth and the greatest side of each person…Just because a person may look different than us on the outside does not mean they are not a great person or they are not like us….We must give each person the chance to show their true colors…Taking the lessons that we learn each day will help us to develop our character….We cannot judge because who are we to say that we are right…We are only one person with a point of view…We must learn to live our life and enjoy every minute because we never know when this will be taken away from us…

PICTURE TIME

hahahah so while Engers was here we decided we wanted to go take friend pictures. So our dear friend Amanda wants to be a photographer so we took out the trekking tripod and took pictures out at antelope island. By the time we were done it was freezing cold but I don't think they turned out too bad...here are a few of them...it was so funny....

It's been awhile

Time is going by so fast, and I have been so busy with school and things that I have not been able to write and update about what is going on. So since I decided to skip out on class I can finally write a little about what is going on. Well March is going by so fast and it has been a very eventful time. I have turned 21 finally and I have been enjoying my time quite well..hahaha...But my friend from England decided to surprise me for my birthday it was so awesome we have been doing a lot and we even went back to good ole Scottsbluff Nebraska.. hahahah I just can't stay away from that place. Most the people I was so close with are gone but I have made new ones along the way. Freaken Brasilians I am serious...I don't know what it is about them but they are so fun to be around...Anyways. My birthday was a very very very nice time and I thank everyone who participated hahahha...

I cannot wait for school to be over with for the summer because I am so exhausted and need a break hahahhah..Actually I just want it to be over so that I don't have to panic so much about stupid pharmacology...I hate that subject...it is so stupid :(....

Well I will try to get on this bandwagon once again and continue to post ....

Once again school has started.......

Yes it is the start of a fantastic Spring semester...As I dread everyday I realize that I only have school on Tuesday and Thursday but it is all day long... What to do with my other days in life..Get a job..yea maybe that would be a good idea but of course our economy sucks and along with the whole state everyone is trying to find a job or trying to keep their job from layoffs...Then I decide thank goodness my dad owns his own business so I can help out every chance I can get...Pocket change is what I live off now as I watch my use to be very nice savings account dwindle down every time I want to have a little fun....
I have been thinking a lot of past and future and I realized that holy cow I am almost 21, freak that means I am like almost 1/4 over with my life....It is so crazy....But life moves on even when we do not want it to...I am going to enjoy my life as long as I can...Which means I definitely do not want any attachments so now every you can stop asking me if I am dating anyone cause that answer is a big fat no..haha...I have the total opposite views to my fellow young friends that think dating, marriage, and children is the way to go now..I assure you things are not like that haha..Of course I know it is nice to have someone so I am not saying that it is bad to have that...And I hope the best for all of you...Just thought that I would make that clear before I get myself into trouble haha...But I am someone that likes to travel and have fun and I realized this a lot with my trip out of the country...And I am looking forward to more :).....
Really random blog but thought I would just jot down some of my feelings...

A New Year

So I told myself that I would right a blog for everyday after the new year.....Basically like usual I never do what I say so here I am a day late....bummer....hahah well at least I am getting to it now so I don't feel so bad...and I do not know how many of you actually read what I write....First of all for the New Year I would like to thank the inventor of the Nintendo Wii...Without this lovely device I do not know what I would be doing without it....Hahaha and either would my family....We get into pretty intense tennis matches...hahaha....Yesterday I was at my aunts house playing wii and I brought over my new lovely rockband 2 and we were all playing it forever....I was laughing so hard at my cousins lovely singing voice....he rocks!!!! Well then we decide it would be funny if I sang.....OKAY BAD CHOICE NUMBER ONE......Lets say my mom spent the money that should have been for my singing lessons on probably a new pair of socks I am so bad...hahahha.....but the whole point is to have fun...and I am surprised what I did without a little "liquid courage" hahha. well then I looked at the clock and I was late for my dodgeball game...Good thing there house is close...So I sped there.....OH MY HELL.....I have NEVER been so upset at a dodgeball game....We played a bunch of wannabe superstars......Okay they were pretty good I am not going to lie...But they had 10 players we had 8 and two are pregnant!!!!! But they are awesome......Man my anger along with Heather's we dominated and kicked that teams ASS......wow I was going to punch some people in the esophagus..But the game ended thank goodness cause it was going to get really ugly and I am afraid the next time we play them it will get worse....Usually dodgeball is fun but this was a whole different level....I am surprised I didn't have people waiting for me in the parking lot with some of the things I was saying....Thank you mom for not showing up...hahahha ;) but it was an excellent start to a year that is going to full of fun and energy......ROCK ON!!!!