Weekends..

So this past weekend made me think a lot. As I had nothing to do on Saturaday I went to the movies with my mom. Thats right with my mom. As we passed the millions of young teenagers all paired up with their dates I am walking in with my mom and I was not ashamed at all. I love my mom and It was so much fun. She is one of the funniest ladies that I have ever met, and I don't mind that all I do is stay home every day, every weekend to spend time with her and the rest of my family. Because I know soon once everyone else gets married they are all that I have.....

life......

I am having a lot of thoughts lately, and it is starting to drive me nuts. Why does everything have to be so complicated? I spent pretty much two years of my life away from home and I loved it. You would think that moving back home would be even better since I am with my family, but it is not perfect. I miss the people I went to school with. My brasilian friends, the boys from Ecuador, and everyone else I have met. Life is crazy I feel like all of that came and left so quickly. Its like that Kenny Chesney song "Don't Blink". It is so crazy how it is so true. Life is going so quick and there is nothing that can be done. I am 20 years old and I still feel like I am younger. Everyone is getting married, but I am still wanting to travel and have fun with my life. I am no where close to settling down, and I am definitely not looking forward to it. I went to Brasil during the summer and I cannot wait to go back. I miss the people that I met there so much. When I went there they acted as though they have known me for my whole life. I love it. I just wish America was the same. Instead of living our own lives to the fullest we are too worried about what we look like, what people think about us, and what is going to come in the future.
Now that I am back there is nothing to do and no one to do anything with. I just wish things were more like Brasil. I just Americans can get over their insecurities and just live and have fun. Well that is enough of my rambling for now........

CLASS SCHEDULE

So I have officially decided my schedule sucks...to much time between classes, and I just live way to far away...But this is how my schedule is ( mostly this is for Amber heheh) Monday: intro to athletic training 12:00-12:50; Tuesday: Eval and care of lower extremities 7:00AM-8:20AM(do not know what the hell I was thinking) and Intro to fiction 11:30-12:45; Wednesday: intro to athletic training 12:00-12:50 and Intro to Film 4:30-7:30; Then thursday: Eval and care of lower extremities 7:00AM-8:20AM(do not know what the hell I was thinking) and Intro to fiction 11:30-12:45.

First Week of school

Okay. There went my first week of school. Lucky me I have an easy schedule. All I can say is that my intro to Fiction class drives me nuts. One because I don't read and two because when I finally read and do the assignment that we are suppose to talk about in class everyone totally goes off the subject and talks about movies. Hellooooooooooo go to intro to film......I was totally lost we went from talking about books to why movies are good. So what did I do...I sat in my stupid ass desk that was uncomfortable and ate my smarties. I have no idea what went on, but it is still pretty interesting. Oh well I guess I am just a structured kind of person. Also, I am a dumb ass. I have class Tuesday and Thursday at 7 AM!!!!! and I live like 30 minutes away....I do not know how I am going to make it but well I am going to give it a try.....

So my other classes are pretty much easy, and I really need to watch Pocahontas for my history class.....I do not have it....That could be a problem, but I think I will be fine...

Well after a successful week of school now comes the weekend....BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH...yea I know everyone gets exciting for that part, but not me....What are my plans....well pretty much nothing....oh wait...there is a Brazilian festival Saturday...I might go to that...but really do not have anyone to go with....Blasted friends and decided to get married...What is that honestly...jk...well hope they are all happy....

Starting out new again.....

So you would think after two years of college at a smaller school that I would have everything figured out? Well that is totally wrong. My first two days of school have many thoughts going into my head. Why are all of us here? Who decided that we must take certaing classes for a certain degree. Also I think that it is stupid I graduate with an associates degree and I am still behind in school because I have other classes that are required for an associates. This is bull. I work my ass of and I still have to work my ass off. There are so many levels of the same class..Why do people get to decide if my class that I took is good enough??? This is just nonsense and makes me angry..but oh well what can I do???? NOTHING thats what just show up to school everyday taking my planned out 3 year plan.

Well also I am still getting use to this blogging stuff so give me some time and I will continue to add...